Big update tomorrow

I tried to update twice over the past week but every time my computer crashed. Don't ask, I don't know the reason and it's driving me nuts!

I'm having a major headache for the second night in a row. I think what's scaring me the most is the fact that I'm supposed to start looking for another job. In 2 weeks I'm officially unemployed. I haven't started to look yet, and honestly, I'm just not ready to look for a job again. I've had to many bad experiences and I've lost all confidence. Even a week of horse camp with toddles (aged 3 to 6) didn't make me feel much better. How come I'm so upset here?

Ok, enough whining, more tomorrow (back to the last episode of Taken!).